You Could, but you did not!!

You Should Have 💔

you should have loved me when you had me

you should have taken pictures of me

you should have created memories with me

you should have sent texts

you should have hugged me 

you should have dialed my number

you should have video messaged me

you should kissed my forehead

you should have danced with me

you should have bought me flowers 

you should have taken me out

you should have prayed with me

you should have prayed for me

you should have cried with me

you should have spoken with me

you should have walked with me

you should have picked me up

you should have wrote with me

you should have painted with me

you should have been there with me

you should have payed attention to me

you should have woken up

you should have risen up 

you should have written to me 

you should have fought for me

you should have defended me

you should have skipped town for me

you should have dedicated songs to me

you should told me i was beautiful

you should have longed my presence

you should have walked me home

you should have held my hand

you should have sang to me 

you should have surprised me

you should have kept your promises

you should have stood for me

you should have trusted me

you should actioned the love you spoke of to me

but you did not 

you'd rather keep a secret so you don't face the hurt

all our friends think i'm crazy to choose you. 

i chose you..

 i regret my choice 

i tried not ruin your reputation, because it they said " you were a great guy"

except you forgot your greatness every time you came to me. 

it was better that i looked like the causer of the volcano erupting 

but a volcano without hot larva is nothing. 

so..

i finally chose me

i loved you 

i took  hard falls to the ground for you

i gave you a chance 

you killed it 

Right along with my love for you

but now it is Finished,

because i finally chose me !🏃